Saturday, June 2, 2007

Almost there.

So I finished my last Saturday at beauty school. I'm done on Friday of next week! I'm so excited to be done and move back home. I miss all my buddies in Homer so incredibly much. But part of me is actually going to miss Anchorage and Trendsetters, too. Tosha has been in my class since day one and her eyes got glossy today when I told her i was moving away next weekend. I didn't even think anyone would miss me when I left. There are several people who I've seen every day for the past several months, and it's going to be so weird to just all of a sudden not see any of them.
But I've always been a pansy when it comes to change. I'm horrible at it. I get used to my surroundings and I feel so comfortable and I like that feeling. It scares me to branch out of my security zone, leave what I'm used to, and start something new and awkward. But the funny thing is that it's all a huge cycle. I'm realizing that. I'm trying to not fear change so much.

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